Rebecca Sheridan
Sunday, May 26, 2019
Romans 5:1-11
Faith, peace, grace, love, hope…Paul offers so many positive words of encouragement for us as Christians in this passage from Romans. I love the book of Romans – it is my favorite book! I have to be careful not to “geek out” and get way over your heads with interesting commentary notes and linguistic details when I preach on this book. This book was monumental for Martin Luther, and it is important to many of us as Christians as it includes some of the most foundational passages for our beliefs. Yet…there are also words that challenge us in this passage from Romans today: suffering, boasting, endurance, death, wrath, enemies of God. These difficult words, too, are contained in Paul’s letter to the Romans. These, too, are a part of our experience of faith.
More than ever, I am aware of our tendency as American Christians to trivialize beautiful words like faith, hope, peace, and love and dismiss more difficult words like death, suffering, and endurance. We like easy solutions and quick fixes. We like happy endings and feeling good. We strive for success and perfection, and we don’t like being reminded that those things are impossible to attain. Even as Christians – we don’t want to hear that we can’t have our cake and eat it, too. Yet Paul gives us these powerful words, “God proves his love for us in that while we still were sinners, Christ died for us.” Let’s pause, for a minute, to reflect on that power of that statement…while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. That’s how God loves us.
The thing is, as much as we like happy endings and quick fixes, a lot of us are walking around trying to numb ourselves from the pain of reality, the reality that we and the world are not perfect. We can easily come up with all the ways we do not deserve to be loved by God…we are destroying the planet, we have people being killed across the world and across the street, opioid and other addictions are on the rise, our church’s finances are a mess and Christian churches all over our country are experiencing dramatic decline in membership and attendance. Some would say we are crazy to have hope. We are crazy to talk about faith. And, how can God possibly love us since we are a part (usually) of causing all of these problems in the first place? How can God love a world as messed up as it is?
Here’s where Paul’s words take root in the lives of Christians who are trying to live out a genuine faith in the midst of the world going to hell in a handbasket…”We know that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not disappoint us, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit that has been given to us.” We as Christians sometimes buy in too easily to the American lie that an abundant and fulfilling grace-filled God-given life is free of pain, suffering, and death. Somehow, the world tries to convince us that our lives ought to be perfect as Christians, otherwise something must be wrong with our God and with our faith. Yet, at the center of our faith is a Christ who is willing to suffer and die for us while we were still sinners. Throughout scripture, we have stories of people, including Paul, who endured suffering in spite of great faith, and often because of their faith. We are given the difficult task of having faith, hoping, working for peace, and accepting God’s grace even when we experience suffering, and have to endure, have to admit we are weak, have to acknowledge we are still sinners.
Let me give you an example. Recently, I was talking with someone who was talking to me about being a parent of an adult child who struggles with serious anxiety and depression. “At first,” he said, “I thought, it’s just a phase adjusting to the stress and social pressures of college. And then I thought, we’ll get her on the right medications and connected to a good psychologist, and she’ll get over it. That was eight years ago, and some days are still really, really tough. I used to not want to talk about it, but now I do, because I find other people are going through the same kind of thing, and we can share what we’re going through, and I can share how God is helping me deal with it.” Suffering. Endurance. Character. Hope. We can’t explain why God allows mental illness to exist, or diabetes, or cancer, or any number of chronic illnesses we and our loved ones are dealing with. But we can say with great hope and faith that while we were sinners, Christ died for us. While we were addicted, divorced, mentally ill, verbally or physically abusive, overconsumers,– you put your label, your deepest confession of your worst to God and your quiet, personal suffering there, and know that in that mess, God loved you right there. Nothing you did to deserve it, or earn it. Maybe you are enduring, just like that father is enduring. It is God’s peace, God’s love, God’s grace that allows us to endure and to have hope. Let’s not kid ourselves, God is our only hope, if we’re truly honest about ourselves and about the state of this world.
And so, in the midst of our anxieties about the future of our church, and perhaps our personal anxieties about our silent sufferings, flaws, and hang-ups, God gives us hope. We put these God sightings you share in the newsletter, and I know some of you read them, but some of you don’t, and if you do, there are some really exceptional ways God gives us hope and shows, still today, how much God loves us when it is simply not logical to do so. I just looked back at the last few months and was blown away by God at work in the midst of our mess. Let me share some of these with you: people helping their neighbors dig out after a blizzard. A grandson getting his Eagle Scout. Beautiful spring blooming after a long winter. Farmers helping other farmers through the flood. Several of you actually boasted of yourselves in a really good way – helping a customer find a significant sum of lost money, helping someone get their car started. Todd Davis’s brother had very successful liver transplant surgery! Vinne Chonis, Mary Kay’s friend who is just 18 miraculously came out of a life-threatening coma. Ethan Newell, who we were praying for awhile miraculously started walking after a spinal cord injury. Steve Kraft’s friend Teresa lost her house to the floods but has gotten through just fine by the grace of God, Crossroads prison ministry for all of you able to experience that May 5 you know what an amazing sign of hope and grace that was. And someone wrote just last week that my brother – who I haven’t heard from in four years – called me this week and started the conversation with “I’m sorry.” These aren’t stories of quick fixes and artificial happy endings. These are stories of suffering, endurance, character, and hope. These are stories that know the mess that we’re in and yet these are our stories of God’s love poured out for us, not with our deserving, but because of God’s grace.
We have hope in a God who does not disappoint us, “because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit that has been given to us.” There will be trials and temptations. Certainly our church’s situation alone will continue to require suffering, endurance, character, and hope. We place our hope ultimately not in a quick fix or a temporary building or people that will pass away, but we place our hope in Christ who promises to endure with us, put up with us, here and now and evermore. Thanks be to God. Amen!